{"id":44,"date":"2011-08-10T02:09:13","date_gmt":"2011-08-10T02:09:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/?p=44"},"modified":"2011-08-10T02:09:22","modified_gmt":"2011-08-10T02:09:22","slug":"guest-blogger-tara-banks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/?p=44","title":{"rendered":"Guest Blogger (Tara Banks)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, I got an idea from a friend of mine that I thought I would roll with for a while and see what happens.\u00c2\u00a0 The idea is to have\u00c2\u00a0a guest blogger on my site once a week, mainly on Wednesdays.\u00c2\u00a0 The topic they will be discussing will either be a book review or a discussion on some experience they have had in life.\u00c2\u00a0 I hope these guests will bless you.<\/p>\n<p>For this week&#8217;s guest, I have asked for a poem that Tara Banks, who is Seacoast Church&#8217;s Mt. Pleasant worship leader, wrote.\u00c2\u00a0 This poem is extremely powerful and I pray that God uses it to speak to you.<\/p>\n<p><strong>When it starts to rain&#8230; <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>As a child, I adored rainy days. My mother tells many stories of me and the rain, but my favorite is the one she tells of me falling asleep in a baby swing in the rain. I&#8217;m thinking that&#8217;s where it all started for me &#8211; i. just. love. it.<\/p>\n<p>When I was in college, it would begin to rain and I would purposely set out on a walk through downtown. Soaked to the skin, car-bound travelers would ask if I wanted a ride &#8211; to which I would happily reply, &#8220;Why? It&#8217;s <em>raining<\/em>!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Today it started to rain&#8230; literally and figuratively. It wasn&#8217;t one of those lovely light rains, it was a total downpour. But for the first time in a long time, I don&#8217;t remember loving it. I remember looking at the rain and resenting it falling. It was wet, it was cold, it was messy. Everywhere I looked was dark. Life that was vibrant was struggling to remain upright, what was organic was completely changing form to mud, deep puddles were forming, and quickly. All I wanted to do was get inside.<\/p>\n<p>Ironically &#8211; this storm followed me in. Although I was watching it from the inside and was no longer feeling the sting of the torrent on my face &#8211; my heart began to well up &#8211; and I realized &#8211; i. just. hated. it.<\/p>\n<p>How could something that had formerly brought me so much joy now bring me such<br \/>\nangst? The sleeping child in the swing woke up &#8211; and realized she was getting soaked. The college student, drenched, ran for cover. Everything in me wanted to look up at the sky and beg it to stop.<\/p>\n<p>Reality is, I can&#8217;t function without rain. If there isn&#8217;t rain, there isn&#8217;t growth. If there aren&#8217;t puddles, there is no deep soaking. If what is organic isn&#8217;t beaten down, there is no glory to give Him when we recover and bloom and grow in a greater capacity.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s starting to rain again outside &#8211; &#8211; although my instinct is to run away, I&#8217;m going to try, with the abandon of a child, to run headlong into it &#8211; even if it means I forget my umbrella and put my shoes on the wrong feet &#8211; I&#8217;m going to throw open the door, run stumbling and sobbing to the front yard, throw back my head to Heaven, open my mouth and drink it in.<\/p>\n<p>Come on Lord, let it rain<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, I got an idea from a friend of mine that I thought I would roll with for a while and see what happens.\u00c2\u00a0 The idea is to have\u00c2\u00a0a guest blogger on my site once a week, mainly on Wednesdays.\u00c2\u00a0 The topic they will be discussing will either be a book review or a discussion [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes"},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=44"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=44"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=44"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ernestsmith.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=44"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}